Essays & Reflections

Abhijit Kumar Misra

Meditations on life, liberty, and the pursuit of meaning

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Composition · I

Introduction

My philosophy of life is simple. I know what I want for myself. I want the opportunity to live a reasonably secure and fulfilling life; the opportunity to contribute, through whatever capacities I possess, to the common good, and to receive in return the benefits of the capacities of others. In a word, I want life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness.

I presume that other people want this too. I presume this because I observe that, however confusedly, human efforts are directed towards this end. I also note that, up till now in human history, by far the greater part of mankind has never succeeded in attaining it.

Of course, I do not know what the world would be like if mankind as a whole succeeded in obtaining a secure and reasonable condition of life. Perhaps nothing much would come of it.

Composition · II

The Value of Prosperity
and Adversity in Life

It is not good for a man that his life should be filled only with joy and prosperity. Lands that know only sunshine and never rain eventually become barren and deserted. The most beautiful countries are those regularly blessed by both sunshine and rain. It is in such lands that flowers bloom, fruits ripen, and sweet birds sing.

There is nothing more beautiful than a rainbow. If life is to become rounded and many-coloured like the rainbow, both joy and sorrow must find a place within it. Those who have known nothing but prosperity and pleasure often become hard and shallow, whereas those whose prosperity has been tempered by adversity grow kind, gentle, and gracious.

Composition · III

The Spirit of Me

Freedom today, freedom tomorrow — may freedom endure always and forever.

The birds that wander across the open sky are free; the beasts that roam the forests are free; even the fishes that glide through silent waters possess a freedom of their own. So too are my friends free — as light as the evening breeze — joyfully immersed in their preparations for tomorrow's Independence Day celebrations.

And here I remain, a reluctant prisoner among books: condemned to the dry dust of history and geography, or to the cold tyranny of mathematics, which, to my youthful mind, seems useful only to merchants and shopkeepers. While laughter echoes beyond my window and the world adorns itself in the colours of liberty, I sit captive beneath the weight of lessons that neither stir my imagination nor soothe my restless spirit.

Yet perhaps there is another kind of freedom — one not found in open fields, fluttering flags, or wandering roads, but hidden quietly within the mind itself. Perhaps the very books I resent today are secret doors waiting to be opened; perhaps knowledge, though stern in appearance, is itself a form of liberation.

Still, the heart of youth rarely listens to such wisdom. It longs instead for the careless freedom of the wind, the freedom to run without purpose, to laugh without restraint, and to greet the dawn without the burden of duty. For in those tender years of life, freedom does not arrive as philosophy — it arrives as feeling, wild and radiant, like the first monsoon rain upon thirsty earth.

Composition · IV

Spirit of Tolerance

So much has already been said and written on the subject of tolerance that there is perhaps little entirely new that I, or anybody else, can contribute to it. We know that the policy of tolerance made Mahatma Gandhi, the Father of the Nation, respected and admired throughout the world. We have held a large number of conferences at different levels and in different parts of the country, yet we must admit that, in practice, we have not progressed very far towards the desired objective.

Basically, integration is not merely an ideal, nor is tolerance merely an ideal. Both are practical necessities of the present age. The non-violent movement for freedom led by Gandhiji remains a classic example of tolerance in action.

There is no doubt that education has a very important role to play in inculcating the right kind of attitude among people. When we fought for our independence, we did so because of our firm conviction that no country has the right to rule over another country. I think that even at that time we believed that no group in a position of power has the right to impose its will upon ordinary people.

Much can be said about the unequal spread of education throughout the country and about the urgent need for educational reform. However, I do not intend to enter into that controversy here. My own view is that there has to be a drastic change, but at the same time no government can bring about such change by itself. Unless there is a proper understanding among young people, parents, and the teaching community regarding the changes to be introduced, the government can do little more than a certain amount of patchwork.

Education must permeate every aspect of life, whether one works in a field, a factory, or an office. One can truly derive the best from education only when each individual constantly thinks about what he can learn, what he can teach, and what he can contribute to the people around him.

Today, there is also a great need for integration. My own feeling is that this has become extremely necessary, because only then can we develop goodwill towards our neighbours and make a sincere effort to understand them.

Composition · V

The Quiet Journey of HappinessA Meditation on Love, Trust, and the Gentle Wisdom of Life

The year had turned quietly in the night, almost without announcement, like a page in an old forgotten book lifted gently by the wind. Dawn arrived pale and tender upon the sleeping earth, and from the eastern sky there spread a faint gold light that touched the roofs of houses, the silent roads, and the trees where birds had already awakened into song. There is perhaps no creature in this world more innocent than a bird. They ask nothing from mankind except a little sky in which to wander, and yet their music carries a strange peace into the hearts of men. Listening to them that morning, Arun felt, though he could not explain why, that happiness was never a possession to be secured, but a passing fragrance breathed softly upon certain moments of life.

The town itself had begun stirring with the subdued excitement of the New Year. Shopkeepers washed their thresholds; children ran laughing through the narrow lanes; old men folded newspapers beneath their arms and spoke of fortune, politics, and uncertain times. Everywhere people exchanged wishes with one another — wishes for prosperity, success, long life, and happiness. Yet Arun had always believed that the truest blessings are never loudly spoken. They reveal themselves quietly through kindness, through memory, through the warmth with which one human soul remembers another.

That morning, while arranging old papers inside a wooden desk darkened by age, he came upon a letter written many winters earlier in delicate blue ink. Time had faded portions of the page, but not the tenderness within it.

Thinking of you in the warmest way and sending this wish specially to say — may good luck, success, and happiness be yours always, and may the kind and gentle things you do return a hundredfold to you.

Arun read the lines slowly. There are words which perish the moment they are spoken, and there are others which continue living secretly within the chambers of memory long after the voice itself has vanished from the earth. These belonged to the latter kind.

The letter had been written by Meera during the first year of their marriage, when poverty still sat beside them at every meal and uncertainty accompanied each tomorrow. Yet those had perhaps been the happiest years of all. They possessed little except faith in one another, but faith itself is often wealth enough for the human heart. Business had failed him twice in those early days, and many advised him to abandon his foolish ambitions. But Meera would smile in silence and remind him that success is born not merely from talent, but from labour, patience, and the courage to risk disappointment. "A wise decision," she used to say, "is not one that guarantees safety, but one that preserves hope."

Years later he understood how true those words had been. For all enterprises, whether of commerce, friendship, or love, rest finally upon trust. Without trust, even affection decays into suspicion; with it, even hardship becomes bearable.

Outside, the morning deepened towards noon. Children flew coloured kites into the winter sky, and somewhere from a distant courtyard came the laughter of young girls decorating doorways with flowers. Arun leaned upon the window and watched the sunlight fall across the trees where two doves sat together upon a trembling branch.

Beauty, he thought, truly lies in the eyes of the beholder. The world itself changes little; it is the heart that changes, and thereby transforms the world around it. To the weary man, life appears cruel and empty; to the hopeful man, even sorrow possesses meaning.

His thoughts wandered towards youth — that strange season when every breeze appears to carry a promise and every sunset conceals some unnamed longing. He remembered how, in those distant springs of his own life, the mere sight of Meera walking beneath flowering trees had filled him with inexplicable wonder. It seemed to him now that poets had always understood what ordinary men only discover too late.

In spring a livelier iris changes on the burnished dove; In spring a young man's fancy lightly turns to the thought of love.

And indeed it is so. Spring enters not only the earth but the soul itself.

Yet the years teach lessons which youth refuses to hear. Men spend much of their lives imagining happiness as some distant destination waiting beyond achievement, wealth, or recognition. They pursue it endlessly, as travellers pursue the horizon, never realising that happiness exists only in fragments scattered along the road itself — a conversation remembered after many years, the sound of rain upon evening windows, the trust in a companion's eyes, the sudden return of forgotten music, or the quiet comfort of being understood without words.

Success, Arun had learned, is truly a journey and never a final resting place. Those who postpone happiness until victory arrives often discover, upon arrival, that life has already slipped silently past them.

As evening descended, lamps began appearing one by one across the town like small earthly constellations. Somewhere nearby, temple bells echoed softly through the dusk while flocks of birds disappeared into the darkening sky. Arun folded the old letter carefully and placed it back within the desk.

Then, standing alone beside the open window, he whispered into the gathering night a blessing not merely for himself, but for all those wandering through the uncertain corridors of life:

May they possess bright memories to comfort them in sorrow, beautiful dreams to guide them through despair, and faithful hearts beside them when the roads grow lonely. May love never leave them without understanding, nor ambition without wisdom. And above all, may they never forget that the greatest gift life offers is not success, nor wealth, nor even triumph — but the simple capacity to cherish another human being with sincerity and gratitude.

For those who learn that secret carry spring within them forever.